First (random) Blog!!

Well it is 1 AM and I decided to actually Blog something. I'm not tired and I feel like I need to talk... So what better than here to do so? So I just spent the last hour reading Annie's page and I loved it and it seemed like fun to Blog so I decided to Blog. But I'm not sure what I want to Blog about. So bear with me if you are reading this.

Basketball is my favorite sport, some people will disagree but who cares? I have played it since I was in the 7th grade and I love it with all my heart. When I got to basketball games and sit on the sidelines it drives me insane because I would much rather be playing than cheering, at least on the bleachers and not on the bench. I wanted to try out for College but I got out of shape way too fast and I think I might be too lazy and not motivated to get back into shape (which is really bad because I hate it when people are lazy... I hate my laziness right now hahaha)

Singing, I love to sing. You will hear me singing everywhere I go. If I'm not singing out loud then I am most likely singing in my head. When I am in the car and there is a good song on, whether it be country, pop, classical rock or classical music, I am not ashamed to turn it up LOUD and jam out!! I wish I would have been more confident with my singing. I have always been nervous to sing in front of people. I wanted to be in honor choir so bad!! (In fact I believed that I was a better singer than some of the people that were actually in honor choir and people told me (who were in honor choir) that I was better than some people) But I just couldn't relax enough to sing in front of Harris for some reason. I don't know why I was so intimidated by that man! I wish I didn't care what he, or the rest of the class, thought. I would have had an even BETTER senior year than I already had.

Von, pretty much my best friend EVER and I miss him terribly and love him... and can't wait for him to come back... That's all I should say (although I just wrote a WHOLE paragraph about how wonderful and amazing I thought he was.... but I didn't think I should put that on here)

Ice cream. Pretty much my favorite food EVER!! Period!!!

Family. I love my family. There is so much that we have been together through. I am so glad that I was born into this family because I don't think I could have made it if I were in any other family. I love my mom so much! We get along really well. We love watching TV together because we like watching the same things. My dad may act tough, but he's really just a big teddy bear. My sister Julie died when I was 13, but she was TONS of fun! We would always do crazy fun stuff with her! We always went to Sunsplash with her! She was a free spirit. My sister Wendy I look up to. She is independent, beautiful, smart and knows what she want's in life. She is also a great mother and a good listener, when she isn't teasing me about something. We are "twins separated by 10 years" and I love it. My brother Wayne passed away when I was 6, but I remember that I loved him and that he loved me. We played a lot of games together. My sister Jeani, I love her! She is the super artist in our family! She isn't afraid to voice her opinion and does it often. My big little sister Jayme is a sweetheart and I am glad that she is my sister :) I love my family SO much!!

Friends, I love friends! "Friends are the family you are allowed to choose." I agree 100% and more! hahaha. My friends my be a little different but that's what makes them SO AWESOME! I wouldn't have it any other way! Right now I'm not sure who my best friend is. I have a lot of friends that I turn to about things and it's getting annoying cuz I can't remember who I told what. I used to have a best friend that I could confide in no matter what. But she has found someone more important than me and I'm trying to accept it but it's hard. Especially when they start dating and she leaves you there crying.... Literally....

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Pretty much the best church EVER! It may sound like I'm kidding, but I'm serious. This church and its teachings have helped me so much in my life. I am a child of God and He loves me. There is nothing I can't do without Him. I have no idea where I would be with out the church, I am so glad that I live in the time where it is on the earth so that I can learn all that I can about it. I love this church.

Night Owlism.... I think it should be a disease! Because I have it!! I cannot fall asleep and look how late it is!! 1:29 AM! I guess this is better than just laying awake in my bed missing and thinking of Von. Which I would kind of rather be doing than this :) maybe I'll write a whole blog about him one of these nights :) we'll just have to see... or at least you will. I know whether or not I will write about him. I pretty much told you almost everything in the paragraph above, but oh well....

I should get some shut eye. I'm going to go hit the hay.... Why do people say that? I guess it sounds better than 1"I'm going to go hit the springs!" hahaha whatever random thought.

GOODNIGHT!!