Today

Today was mothers day. We made my mother breakfast. At church I gave a talk about my mother, I ended up crying while I was giving it... So did my mother and several others as I hear. Then we got home I told my family to come over to the house for a surprise party for my mom. That didn't work out so well. I wasn't really prepared and neither were my siblings. I should never plan parties EVER again!! I can only ever be in charge of invites, my wedding reception is NOT going to be fun hahahahaha. We'll just wait and see how that goes though. As Sister Clarkson was giving her talk about motherhood I just sat there and thought (like I always do, this can sometimes be a very dangerous thing). I can't and can wait to be a mother. I have mixed feelings... but whenever I think of my future children I can't help but think of what a friend said one day, and that is all I can think about. Today was a great day though. I am so thankful for my mother and all that she has taught me and all that I have learned through her example. It is great knowing that through her example I will be a great mom just like she is to me and my siblings. I am thankful that the Lord allowed me to come to this family, I wouldn't want to be a part of another family because I love this one too much.